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My (steph)grandfather passed away last night. I was still awake and since my bedroom is above my parent's bedroom (old house, you can hear like everything that happens in the house) I could follow the complete phone conversation my mom had with my grandma in the night. Anyhow, this won't be a very long journal. Yesterday we couldn't really talk to him or touch him, cause whenever you touched him, held his hand, he tried to open his eyes and look who was there. He fought against the process of dying whenever someone made contact with him so we had to 'leave him alone' at the end so he could finaly die. It was quite sad to see cause he must have been really scared (he sometimes showed some signs of being scared and frustrated) but now he's gone. He 'left' when everyone had left the building to go home to sleep. Now it looks like he's sleeping and like he can open is eyes any minute. He doesn't look 'scary' as most dead people. For a person who was as ill as he was, he looks darn good in his bed. Together with all the grandchildren, and kids we'll decorate the coffin with markers. I find that quite a peaceful idea since he was a pretty 'colorful' person and he wasn't a real oldfashioned/classic man. He always gave me extremely good advise on my art. While others only looked at it and told me it looked fine, he always had something I could improve (and he was able to bring that critique in a very motivating and logical way).

He truely was a hero, and he'll always be.

Thanks for all the support everyone.

I would like to end with some features
These awesome drawings were made by lovely people to cheer me up, and it definitely worked :huggle:
Brothers by QingFey bimmerd by Evanlynn What does the Fox say. by snufhob Requiem by Kiruel

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Drinking: Milk


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Artist | Digital Art
Name: Hannah
Nickname: Bim
Age: 20
Gender: female
Loves: My cat (Knorretje), my pocketwatch, all my other pets, drawing, sleeping, eating, MANGO, gaming, playing the piano and guitar, singing
Hates: Walking in the rain, people with umbrellas, wemo people, people who think they are better than others

Umbreon won the vote. Next up; starters! 

10 deviants said Charmander, Charmeleon & Charizard
5 deviants said Cyndaquil, Quilava & Typhlosion
4 deviants said Totodile, Croconaw & Feraligatr
3 deviants said Bulbasaur, Ivysaur & Venusaur
3 deviants said Chikorita, Bayleef & Meganium
1 deviant said Squirtle, Wartortle & Blastoise



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JashinIsAGod Mar 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Bimmerd from howrse international??
Bimmerd Mar 9, 2014   Digital Artist
Yep that's me ^^
JashinIsAGod Mar 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is Pru :)
Bimmerd Mar 10, 2014   Digital Artist
Ohh hi Pru :D
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Awwwhh i was almost crying about you're story, so beautifull !! I'm so sorry for you !
Thanks for the fav
Bimmerd Jan 24, 2014   Digital Artist
Yw ^^ 
Nexu4 Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
:iconthanxforfavplz: on friesian joschi rearing by Nexu4 :iconfrostymorningbliss:
Bimmerd Jan 21, 2014   Digital Artist
Haha you're welcome ^^ it's a lovely stock image, great timing!
Nexu4 Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks :huggle:
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